I'm Back!!!

Oh my goodness! It's been 3 years!!!!! 3 bloody years since I was last filled you guys in about my life. 3 years of good and bad life moments that I've experienced and I'm doing to share with you guys. From bad life moments and breakups to going on a cruise with Carnival Imagination, to many more. This is something you're not going to want to miss.

STATUS UPDATE

Hi you guys!!!! :-D
   
It's certainly been a while since I was last on here, I've been incredibly busy working on some new things that I cant wait for you guys to here about. I've had good days and bad days but hey I'm just living the best I can. I had started taking E.M.T. (emergency medical technician) training classes and man it's quite the work. It's a lot to learn and remember but it's totally worth it. The hardest part about learning in the class is the anatomy part. You have to learn EVERYTHING about THE HUMAN BODY!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!

                                       Also. My brain is literally FRIED!!!!!!

Life in March Update

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    Hey you guys. Sorry for not posting for a while. I've been incredibly busy and uh I want to fill you in on what I've been doing/up to. I've been doing to appointments and I felt like I hit rock bottom with my life. I was offered a job from Disney World to work for them and I was offered another job also so I had to make up my mind and choose one. Also I'm in the process of trying to move to Florida but I'm trying to build my credit up first and then take out a mortgage to have my very first permanent house out there in Florida. I'm very excited and I cannot wait.
   Also, let's see uh I've been changing some of my ways for positive. I struggle with having and keeping confidence and more. I've been trying really hard and I personally feel like I'm doing alright. Everyday is hard but I'm trying my best to get through it.
   Well, that's it for now. Stay tune for my next post. :-D

Reading The Face

   Hi you guys! :-D Lately I've been obsessed with my oily face and when I say obsessed I mean totally obsessed. I wanted to share some things that I've learned that I feel like you guys will learn from me that might work for you. Okay, so we all know the rule about water. If you don't then let me sure with you. Water is your best friend and you're suppose the drink it everyday and at least 6-8 glasses a day. I like drinking water but not that much. I know what your thinking. Ewe her piss must smell or something. Well hey no it doesn't. I don't drink regular water but I did change to drinking fruit water. You know also as flavored water. It tastes great and I love it. I've been drinking a lot of the propel water and some ICE water and I did see an improvement in my face. What's the improvement your thinking huh? Well improvement as in my face has not been breaking out so bad like it usually does and uh I feel like my acne scars are lightening up a bit. I have breakouts right on my forehead, between my brows, cheeks, side of chin, and above brow. Basically that's everywhere on my face. Did you know that wherever you break out on your face that means your face is sending you a message. Let me share some of the messages that it's sends if you deal with breakouts too.
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Forehead:
Breakouts across the forehead can be triggered by stress or sleep deprivation.
(I stay up all night and morning until like 4 AM which is bad and I usually wake up around 9AM and if not that then 12 PM).

Above Brow:
The area above the brows represents your immune system. Breakouts tend to appear before, after, or during a cold or flu.

Between Brows:
Breakouts between the brows are often caused by overindulgence.
(I always eat and drink things with a lot of sugar and rich foods which is very bad).

Cheeks:
It's affected by your lung quality. Smoking or breathing polluted air can cause breakout here.
(I'm always getting hit with cigarette smokes, and dust from the air in the face which affects my face and lungs).

Side of Chin:
Are affected by hormones. Breakouts occur around the time of your period and more on one side depending on which ovary is ovulating that month.
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   Those are some of the messages that breakouts cans send to you on your face. To control my breakouts I buy face wash with helps out with my oily skin and acne. I wash my face at least 2 times a day with a face brush and then I wipe my face dry. After that I'll go and sometimes use a toner like sea breeze and or witch hazel and wipe it all over my face with a small cotton. After that I go ahead and put on a face cream that helps out with my oily skin and acne. I apply a small amount to my hands and rub it together for a minute to warm it up and then I wipe it on my face and neck. When I'm finished if I plan on going out I'll put on a face matte primer by Make Up Forever and head out knowing I won't look oily. If I don't plan on going out I don't put on any primer. I just relax and let my skin breath.

   What I just made you read is what I do everyday that works for me. Not everything works for everyone. For example Proactive might have work for you or someone else but when I tried it it never worked for me. It made my skin very bad with some painful irritation.

A Little Online Dance

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New Look Suggestions?!

Aloha! :-) I have been so desperate with trying to find a new look that fits me, I've been eagerly dying to color my hair in a great nice color with highlights and lowlights. I want to also try a new make up look and a new dressing look. I want to look completely and stunning. I'm trying to lose as much weight as possible so I can look incredibly transformed. Please send me any ideas you may have for me. No idea is ever to ridiculous. You can send them to me on my contact page to any of the following. Thank you so much! :-D

#WhatIdTell18YearOldMe

There's so many things I'd tell the 18 year old me. Here's a list of a few.

1. Don't waste your time searching for Mr. Right One. You're young so continue enjoying your life.
2. Stay humble.
3. Take risks and chances in life or else later in life you'll regret that never did.
4. Continue loving Harry Potter.
5. You'll have to travel to Sarasota and Bradenton, Florida by yourself and you'll feel scared and nervous but you'll be alright.
6. Actually try to get some sleep.
7. You'll hate driving.
8. You're still young.
9. Work hard on your acting career.
10. The first 18 years of your life were like a free trial. After this, it's pay to play.
11. No matter what you say or do, you'll never please everybody. So, stop wasting your time trying to!
12. Don't chase 1 money 2 titles 3 compliments 4 imitation Do chase 1 education 2 meaningful work 3 ways to help 4 love
13. Enjoy this time, because you'll never have it back
14. Stop making decisions based on what people think of you. People are going to hate you for no reason. Just be happy.
15. Never put your dreams, goals, or career on hold because of someone else. Love is beautiful but so is your purpose.
16. Take another slice of pizza. You're going to end up forever alone no matter what.
17. Appreciate your beauty now because every few years you'll look back and you won't see the flaws you once did
18. Don't sweat the small stuff. People who try to pull you down are already beneath you. You'll never see them again.

September Surprises!

Hi everyone!=-D I'm so frickin excited. September is right around the block and I must say 'll be the most busiest month for me. One of my best friends named Tiffany is giving birth to her first kid which is a boy named Noah. (P.S. She stole the name from me. I've always been obsessed with the name. The previous name she choose was Aiden.) One of my sisters named Zanita is turning 21 on the 21st of September which is so cool. And lastly I will be finished with Penn Foster.

California! Are You For Me?

Hello everyone! I've been thinking a lot lately about my next step in life. I'm thinking about moving to California but I'm really curious and nervous at the same time, I know what's it like to be somewhere out of your state and not know anyone. It's sometimes hard for new people to make new friends and adjust. California has always been a dream of mines and I want to live in it. I hope I can deal with the long traffic and long waiting and more.

My Appreciation Video to You

Stay Tuned

Hi you guys. I want you to stay tuned. In a few I will be posting my first video message for you guys.

Quote of the Month

Some opinions are like assholes and everyone has one.

My Trip to Sarasota, Florida

Hi! I just came back from Sarasota, Florida on Sunday and I felt relieved. I went to Florida to film a tv show I was recently casted in called "Disappointing Messiah" and I felt so excited going to Florida. I stayed at 4675 North Tamiami Trail, Sarasota, FL 34234 in the Golden Host Resort and it was the worst hotel ever. I stayed in room 118 and as soon as I arrived to the hotel from SRQ Airport there was an older lady who wanted to charge me $50 for not having a credit card with my name on it, but instead she charged me $30. After I paid she gave me the room card to go to my room and as soon as I entered through the doors I said "what the heck".  I went on the bed to sit and it felt like a jail bed. Under the bed there's a pole stick sticking out so you have to be careful or else it'll hurt you. The tv didn't have any really good thing to watch. There was four lamps and only one worked which was the one near the window. When I took a shower the bath tub when you step inside of it the floor felt like hard grimy stains as if your walking on melted candle that turned to wax. The water wouldn't turn off all the way. I even heard the dripping sound when I tried to go to sleep. The floor was a rough floor. Walk bear footed on the floor and expect to have a ton of dirt on your feet and wonder "where the hell did this come from?' The place needs a full on renovation.   Check out the pictures below.

March Madness Month

 

It's March Madness month and I'm so excited. Here are two reasons I'm excited.

1) It's the second day of Spring.

2) It's March Madness Month!!

Thank You! =-)

I'd like to say thank you to all the people who've read my blogs, subscribed, and just viewed it. Thank you so much. I have contracted over 2,961 readers and it means a lot to me. People like you take time out to read what I write. You guys reading this makes me keep on writing and blogging about everyday matters and stuff. Have a tremendous day and take care. XOXO

"Dateline" on NBC

I screenshot it myself from when I was on TV on NBC.

Happy New Years! Welcome 2015!

Happy New Years you guys. I'm incredibly bless to live to see 2015 and many more years after that. My New Years revolution for 2015 is to actually be healthy and fit and make 2015 a year where almost everyone will see my face on television. I want to be an recognized actress in the entertainment industry and I want to be happier with my life and befriend new people. I need new friends in my life who are positive and motivated.

Sunday January 4th, 2015

Ladies and gentlemen! This is a quick announcement. This Sunday January 4th, 2015 tune to channel NBC. I'll be on "Dateline". I want you guys to watch it and tell everyone to watch it too. You can tweet me during and after the show on Twitter, Gmail, and instagram. Check my contact page so we can chat. Thanks so much for supporting me and believing in me you guys. XOXO

What An Year 2014 Was!

Tis the season for joy. Christmas is 3 days away and then its going to New Years Eve after that. In 2014 I've done some tremendous work. I did a film called "Surrender". Also I appeared as a guest on NBC "Dateline". It was really cool and I'm so incredible delighted. One of the best parts of 2014 was knowing that my former friend that I used to call my best friend wasn't any friend of mines. I cut all connections with her and moved on. My family and acquaintances was right. A true friend wouldn't gossip and talk behind your back, make up lies about you, do you very wrong, and more. I'm blessed to wake up each and everyday to see another day God is provided me with. My New Years Revolution is to do the same thing in 2013 that I started, and in 2014 that I haven't finished yet which is to be an successful actor or should I say actress. I still make Christmas lists and I cannot lie deep down in my heart I do believe in Santa Clause. On my Christmas list I only asked for one thing which is an Xbox One. I'm an Xbox gamer and I'm not afraid to admit it. Well uh Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you, your family, and friends. Have an awesome holiday.

Happy 20th Birthday Zanita

Happy 20th birthday to Zanita everyone! She is officially 20. How amazing. I hope you enjoy your birthday and have an amazing time. This is one of your days so make sure you shine. As you and I grow up I realize how different we both really are. We have nothing really in common, besides the fact that you don't like me. You tell me this almost everyday and you like to remind me too. As you grow up you'll start to realize some things and miss certain people, but it's all part of life. I like you sometimes and sometimes I don't, but living with you under the same roof make me realize certain things. You don't know what you have until it's gone and you can never get it back. I wish you can communicate with me and lets try to connect so we can work on a positive relationship.