Happy 20th Birthday Zanita

Happy 20th birthday to Zanita everyone! She is officially 20. How amazing. I hope you enjoy your birthday and have an amazing time. This is one of your days so make sure you shine. As you and I grow up I realize how different we both really are. We have nothing really in common, besides the fact that you don't like me. You tell me this almost everyday and you like to remind me too. As you grow up you'll start to realize some things and miss certain people, but it's all part of life. I like you sometimes and sometimes I don't, but living with you under the same roof make me realize certain things. You don't know what you have until it's gone and you can never get it back. I wish you can communicate with me and lets try to connect so we can work on a positive relationship. 

Happy 19th Birthday Zanita

Happy 19th Birthday Zanita!  You are now 19 years old. Wow!  We may not always get along 99% of the time,  but I want you to know that I love you. You make me say "I hate you", because you do things that are so corrupt that you just make me explode.  We fight, we argue, and we do a ton of evil deeds to each other which makes us both wrong. I don't know about you when I write this but I learn from my mistakes and try to fix it and move on. Life is to short to be fighting, arguing, and raising hell. God made you my sister for a reason that I don't fully know yet, but I thank him for many reasons. If I could redo my whole life again I'd do it a lot differently. I'd change who I was back then. The way I was back then. Also who I was back then. If only God could give me a second chance at life where I could start all over I'd do it for sure. No questions asked. Writing this I just want you to know that I'm in tears. BIBLE! I'm having good memories and also flashbacks at the bads. We had put each other through though hell, but look where we are. I'm surprised we made it this far. Today is your special day. You are one out of millions who shares this day. I hope you turning 19 years old could make you see yourself as an adult and that you can change into a brand new positive person. Shine on! I love you. XOXO!