Scared For Anthea!!!

I am so scared for my sister Anthea. She is my favorite sister and also crazy. When I was in the 7th grade at Michaelangelo Middle School 144 she was pregnant with my niece Madison and gave birth to her on December 07. When I came from school and heard the big news I was so happy and excited and I couldn't wait to meet Madison. There was also terrible news too. My sister had too much anesthesia in her, so she feel into a little coma and soon woke up after days. When she woke up she didn't remember anything or even know that she had an daughter or an family. When she didn't even know me I was sad and I couldn't talk because my heart my broken and I felt very sad hurting pain coming from my heart. I spent every minute with her in the hospital reading books to her and sharing what happened throughout my days missing school. I cried a lot almost everyday and soon BAM her memory came back, but she still didn't know she had an kid and I was so happy and thankful. I love GOD! Look what he did for us and everyone else. Now my sister is pregnant once again with her final kid Mason, and he will be born on Octover 7th too. I'm  also scared at the same time that what happened before will happen again and I so worried.

Wednesday 5th of September 2012

Oh Gosh! Yesterday I went on an audition and on my way coming home I took the 2 train. There was an homeless guy on the train in the back where 2-3 people can share an seat together. Me and my niece was sitting across from him and we had food and we were distrubed by what we were seeing and looking at. Soon four people came on the train andwhere we were sitting they were sitting next to him and put there little niece next to him so they don't be next to him and there Mum was standing up. They were taking pictures of his feet, his clothes, his bucket with weapons in there, his body, and his foot because his toes where so black and yellow and rotten and half of them where missing. He saw what they where doing and he was making faces at all of them. Soon he out his sneakers on and we thought he was leaving until he pulled out an paint brush with an steel pipe. We all paniced and he started calling all of us "bitch" and was saying all these stuff I've never heard in my life and threaten to kill us saying he's going to jail for what he's going to do to us. I went home scared and confused about why he would say that to us when me and my niece didn't do anything, but just look and whisper to each other about what was going on.

The Bad Cook :-(

Ugh! I know I can't certain types of food, but I can make food taste really good! I don't eat food with hot sauce in it or spices. I hate spieces that puts my tounge on fire and haves it burning. Let's me be honest I don't eat hot food at all. Where I've been staying an woman (I don't want to say who because she might see this) has been cooking for the household and she cooks horrible. She drowns her food in spieces and she made barbeque chicken the other day and the way it looked it was yellow chicken and it tasted disgusting. I've never tasted crap like that in my life. I've been going down to the basement to an guy named Ghart who gives me yummy food that is yummy.

I Need A Car!

I need a car! When do I need it? Now! I can get to my destinations faster and be so satisfied taking myself places.