Saturday, September 21, 2013

Happy 19th Birthday Zanita

Happy 19th Birthday Zanita!  You are now 19 years old. Wow!  We may not always get along 99% of the time,  but I want you to know that I love you. You make me say "I hate you", because you do things that are so corrupt that you just make me explode.  We fight, we argue, and we do a ton of evil deeds to each other which makes us both wrong. I don't know about you when I write this but I learn from my mistakes and try to fix it and move on. Life is to short to be fighting, arguing, and raising hell. God made you my sister for a reason that I don't fully know yet, but I thank him for many reasons. If I could redo my whole life again I'd do it a lot differently. I'd change who I was back then. The way I was back then. Also who I was back then. If only God could give me a second chance at life where I could start all over I'd do it for sure. No questions asked. Writing this I just want you to know that I'm in tears. BIBLE! I'm having good memories and also flashbacks at the bads. We had put each other through though hell, but look where we are. I'm surprised we made it this far. Today is your special day. You are one out of millions who shares this day. I hope you turning 19 years old could make you see yourself as an adult and that you can change into a brand new positive person. Shine on! I love you. XOXO! 

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Jasmine I Love You!

I love you Jasmine. You are my second born niece.  Sometimes having a conversation with you can be intresting. You can talk a lot. I mean a lot! Sometimes messing around with you, and taking selfies with you are sometimes fun. I love you just the way you are for ever and ever. XOXO

Saturday, September 7, 2013

My Plans For September 2013

Hey! School starts September 09, 2013 and I have so much to do. I don't know if I've mention that I have a little part time job at Burger King which I'm honored to have. I've been working there since March 2013. Last week I went to meet with Castings 4 Talent director Tim Scott. We spoke and discussed a lot of things. I've always been focused on achieving my Hollywood dreams. I want to make it big. I took some person time to myself and did some pretty big thinking. I'm going to get my GED, meet new people who are actor's so I can surround myself with people who I have a career in common with. I embrace myself with positive people who believes in me. Some people in my life that I'm starting to notice are just mean. They'll try to be around me when I get something like a role and exposure, but only to use me. I have a photo shoot next week Saturday and I'm so prepared. While I'm trying to make it BIG I'm also starting to eat healthy, diet, exercise, and be positive. I want a successful career and future. I want people to know who I am, and my great acting talents and achievement. I one day believe that I'll be nominated for an Oscar award, Academy award, Emmy award, Golden Globe award, and more. I know I'll win it too. I am an smart independent young lady who knows what she wants in life. Until I get to the path of success I'll keep trying harder and harder in life. 

Tiffany M. Claudio

   
    
You are my best friend. We've been through so much together. We met in a hot, annoying place last year know as Summer school. July 17 was the day I attended Summer school for the first time in my life. We shared third period known as U.S Government class together. It was group of us girls sitting next to the entrance/exit door in the back of the classroom. We'd talk, laugh, mess around, and play around. We were all giggles. At first when I was getting to know you. I thought that you was weird, your eyes creeped me out, and you always liked to put words in my mouth to Levi, Manny and Allen. Soon I started to get to know you real well and personal. I thought that you was cool and alright. I remember the first time we skipped school and we was walking around your area. When I found out that someone like you lived in the hood I thought it was crazy. I always feared the hood. Hanging out in the hood was pretty much very scary for me. I don't know how I manage to do it, but I finally faced one of my worst fears. I know a lot of things about you and you know some things about me. Over the past months we've started to become close where you became my B.F.F. We sometimes argue, laugh, tell fibs, tales, and stories but we're just alike. We have so much in common and together we make an evil cupcake. We're both bad in our own little ways, but hey we learn from our mistakes. I have fun spending time with you, laughing at and with you. I've meet all your crazy girlfriends and boyfriends and its been an great experience. My little advice that I'd like to share with you is that not everything in life will go the way you want it to go. You need to learn when to move on. Holding on to the past can mess up your future in so many ways. Always be honest to yourself and the ones closest to you, because sometimes you never know what could happen. Before falling for a guy or girl you must first learn to love yourself. Don't make nobody take you for granted. Don't follow other people. Just be yourself. Change yourself into something positive and stop thinking negative. People only know your name not your story. Not last but least, always remember where you came from. Be a great friend not a betrayer or backstabber. I love you and continue to be my best friend.