Sunday, July 29, 2012

House Hunting

I've been looking at houses online on different websites. It wasn't easy, but it was complicated. Some houses where good looking on the outside and not good looking on the insides and more. I was looking for the perfect home that is located in either
Yonkers, NY
Scarsdale, NY
New York, NY
It has to have at least;
5 or more bedrooms
3 or more bathrooms
The enviornment must be friendly, clean, nd an healthy enviornment.
The house must have like an two story. Maybe even an good looking attic.
It cannot be old because I believe in spirits taking over your homes.

Monday, July 23, 2012

What Make Up Is For Me?

I have oily skin. I suffer from break outs really easily. I have dark spots on my face. I summer from uneven skintown/ I also have dark circles around my eyes and mouth. I love using make up because it makes me have beautiful skin, but I hate when I have to take it off, because I don't like what I see in the mirror. I use HD Foundation on my face, Estelle Launder eye powder on my eyes, and red pinkish lipstick and lipgloss on my lips. On my eye lashes I use Lash Blast. I hate when I touch my face and the make up gets on my figures and goes on my everyday stuff. When it rains my make up cakes, smudges and drips. It's disgusting for me! Aren't there ant waterproff make up ot there!?!

Sunday, July 22, 2012

My Dream Guy!

I have an specific type of guy that I look for. One of the things that I look for is respect. The guy must be respectful, and honest. He must have manners and be an gentleman. He must also be handsome. He must learn how to appreciate the values in his life. I want my dream guy to be strong with me and be able to share anything with me. I don't want him to lie in my face and into my eyes. He must not mislead me nor dishonor me. Me must thank God too. He must know everything in life happens for an reason. He must pe faithful and sweet and charming. He must have goals that he wants in life and wen't to college. He must be sucessful and sure of what he wants. He can be funny and romantic and so fantastic. He cannot be an high school drop out because that's not cool. He can't do drugs, or be an wild animal. He must know how to controll himself and know what he's doing. We must have trust in each other and faith/hope in one another. Before I die I wan't to have three or more kids. So he must be prepared  for fatherhood. My dream guy must believe in sex after marriage, because that's what I believe in. He must also have to be 100% committed to his family. I adore guys with accents so if he doesn't have an accent that's okay. That's my type of dream guy that I look for.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Hair Wreck!

I wen't to Wella Professionals in Bay Plaza in Co-Op City in the Bronx, NY. An lady did my hair and bleached my hair blue and black. I had gotten it in 3D. That's the new thing they came out with. I went home and an week later I was washing my hair while I was showering. When I look down in the shower I saw blue washing out going down the drain. I came out the shower and looked in the mirror and saw that my roots turned light green. I called the woman and told her what happened and she told me that she didn't do my roots because my roots needed to be permed and my hair is too strong. She told me to perm my hair and I listened to her. I was getting my hair permed and my hair turned sunset red and orange and when it was time to wash it out half of my hair feel out into the sink and almost clogged it and everytime my hair was being combed my hair feel out. A lot of my hair came out. I couldn't blow dry my hair or flat iron it because more would come out. Next thing you know in the middle of my head I was completly bald. I had nothing there. In the front of my hair I was missing hair at the sides and stuff. I was mad, devistated and I felt like an cancer patient who was losing her hair. I was mad because my hair was grown from an bob hairstlye I always had to long hair. I always cared for my hair. Every week I washed my hair with Caress and I always took care of it. I went to my regualr hair salon and found out that I have to shave my whole hair off into an low rise cut. I DON'T TO DO THAT AT ALL!!! People will look at me and stare and make comments. If I were to cut my hair it would have to be something like Megan Good or Rihanna's short hair. So this weekend I have to go wig shopping to find the perfect human hair that I can curl, flat iron, blow dry it and care for it until my hair grows back. Right now my hair is sunset orange and red and blue. M hair is three different colors! =( This is an lesson I've learnt that I will never do again. Next time I'll just dye my hair not bleach it! I'd also recommend people not to go to Wella's Professional Hair Salon in Bay Plaza inside Co-Op City in Bronx, NY. Stick with your own hair dresser or find an professional who knows what their doing.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Summer School vs. Camp "NIDC"

I've never been to summer school in my life! I've been to camp one time and never went back. I wen't to NIDC. An Catholic School camp in Bronx, NY. It was the worst camp I've ever atteneded. My niece Keionni and I went there and they made a lot of promises and never kept them. They said they would take us to Hersey Park, Six Flags and more, but they never did. The only place they took us was to Central Park to the pool and the small kiddy park. We never took coach buses are anything like that. We had to walk and take the trains and walk miles to the destination. If we were going to an food place they would'nt even tell us and let us know to bring money. It's either eat their peanut better and jelly sandwhiches with an peach and milk or starve. The camp was wrong and outragous. You had to attened camp from 8 AM- 6PM Monday - Friday. You had to pay somewhere between $300-$400 to attend. If you were absent for an few days, months or even one day they still make you pay the same expensive about you had to pay when you were signed up. Half the helpers that helped out with the camp that volunteered were dogs! The volunteers were 18 and up and they would sag/swagg. (Where you wear your pants below your waist showing your underwears.) The camp was just too much for me. That was the first time I attened camp and the last time I ever been to camp. NIDC made my first experience with camp feel bad and awful that I don't ever sign up attend, or look at camps. I'm in the 9th grade and I attend summer school because I have nothing to do in the summer. This is my first time going to summer school and I thought it would hot, boring, unfun, and an waist of my time. I was wrong! Summer school I got to see and hang out with my friends, go to events, and trips and have fun. I like summer school because of the fun I have. Usually I go to England to see my moms mates, girlfriends and family members, and Florida to Disney World, and Amusment parks, water parks and more. My summer is going cool, smooth and free!

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

My Crazy Obsession with One Direction

I'm an normal girl who is almost 18 which is an young adult in two years. I love listening to music and singing and dancing along to music. Last year before the Kid's Choice Awards I was listening to music on YouTube. I had seen an suggestion music and was clicking on them. I clicked on an video by One Direction called "What Makes You Beautiful" and I was so in love with it. I watched the music video over and over and I was falling in love with One Direction. After watching "What Makes You Beautiful" I started watching the other music they had made together. I loved every one of their songs and I wen't to iTunes and bought their album and wen't to Target and bought their album in a cd. I was so romanticly in love that I started following their twitters, their page, newsletters, facebook, and YouTube. When ever I heard their music playing I'd get mini heart attacks, super emotional, and start to cry and sing along. One day before the Kid's Choice Awards I went to www.kidschoiceawards.com and voted for favorite band and song One Direction. I was so happy they won and soon I had seen on www.ticketmaster.com that One Direction was going to perform in New York City, NY and I was so surprised. I begged my my Mum to buy me tickets to see them live performing and she finally said yes two days later. When she went to purchase them for me they were so out!!! I was so emotional I cried and was mad at her for waiting until the last minute to buy them. I was so depressed that I stayed home home in my room for an few days and cried over and over with an broken heart. People said they understand me, but really they don't. While I was being depressed my Mum wasn't feeling sorry for me and she just made fun of me and bothered me. I wanted to just run away and do what ever. Soon I started to calm down and return to my normal self and started to tweet One Direction almost everyday and I seen some people get replys and retweets from them. I was strongly hoping that they'd see my message or tweet and or retweet it or reply, but they never do because so many other people are writing them and it's a lot to read. I soon started to lower my time writing them and just focus on being normal not overly excited. Soon on Saturday July 14, 2012 an documentary of  One Direction came on tv on nick and I was watching it and I was crying because it showed how five boys from far away places came on "The X Factor" to get an opinon of weather they can or cannot sing. Learning what I learned about them made me emotional and made me appreciate them even more. I thank God for making talented young boys come together as one to make music together and more. God does so many wonderful things that you must give him credit for and thanks. I pray to God that one day he'll give me an chance to meet One Direction and see them perform. I thank One Direction for making music and I want them to know that I am an huge super duper fan of them and I'll always be. They make me feel special and I love them!

Friday, July 13, 2012

Friday the 13th

This was the worst Friday the 13th ever. I went to my sisters house to get my hair permed and my hair turned red and orange an my hair fell out a lot that it clogged the sink. A lot of my hair fell out that you can put it on an dolls head!!! My hair is not full anymore and it kind of burns. Also tomorrow is my audition for "Modern Family" an I can't go with red and orange hair. It's the worst day ever. I wish God could communicate with me right now because I need an shoulder to cry on.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

I'm Limited Edition!

Some people call me weird, crazy, sick, and awesome. The truth is I'm limited edition. You'd have to be coo-coo not to like me. When people see me for the first time they think that I'm an nut case. When they get to know me they say that I'm awesome, epic, sick, and the best. They love me ,and they love hanging around me, also being my mate. My parents made one epic child and they surely know how to appreicate me sometimes.

Monday, July 9, 2012

Teenage Problems

Every teenagers have problems. So do I. I worry about;
What to wear.
How to look.
What will I be.
Is this right.
Why do I hate to wake up so early.
Okay! I worry almost about everything like;
School
Church
Auditions
Roles
Mates
Family
Parts
Money
Myself
Life
Those are everything I worry about. I worry about things because I don't want people to judge me the wrong way. I want people to know who I am. What I do. What makes me special than everyone else. I still live with my Mom. I can't wait to move out of her house and move into my own house. Sometimes I'm scared to think about living alone at home and who'd I want as my roommate. I hate going to school. I hate homework. I love tweeting. I worry about everything because I'm almost an young adult in two years. I worry about these things in life because it's an habit and I'm always developing and ageing into an brand new person ever years on my birthdays.

Melanie's Struggles

I'm just like everyone else! I go through things like everyone else. Difference is I'm not like everyone else. I am me! Some struggles I go through everyday in life are;
Who can I trust?
Who is my real friends?
How does my attitude affect the world?
Will I make it through in life?
Will I ever be successful?
I want to die successful in life. You only live once! When I'm in heaven and look down on my memorise I want to say I did something than an nothing. Somethings in my life holds me down. My closest friends in life communicates with my haters and spread my private life around like food and try to make me feel like an nobody and worthless. School mates and people call me fat, ugly and so many harsh things. They all tried to take me down. They've tried everything, but the thing is God was always by my side. I let the haters talk. I make people say things about me, but the thing is I let them know by showing I'm still wide awake and doing what I love with my career which is acting. So look who's laughing now. I'll be known as an somebody in the world while you'll just be know as an enemy who tries to hurt others and make them fall. I deal with my struggles and look back and say "wow! Look how far I've came and how I've made it in life." These are my struggles that I walk through in life and I'm proud to get through them.

Melanie's Inspiration

Everyone has someone who inspires them. So do I. People who inspire me are;
  • Jessie J
  • One Direction
  • Angelina Jolie
  • Christina Millian
  • Meagan Holder
  • Poppy Montgomery
  • Jonah Hill
  • Channing Tatum
  • Alicia Keys
  • Katy Perry
Those people inspire me. They don't inspire me because I like them or because everyone has eyes on them. They inspire me for different reasons. Wan't to know my reasons they inspire me? Okay!
  • Jessie J:She inspires me, because she makes music that I went through and I can relate to. She went through the same things I went through too, and make her haters know who's laughing know.
  • One Direction: They inspire me, because they make me realize who I am and what I have. They make me remember that I have that one thing that nobody else haves. They also let me know what makes me beautiful. They make me feel special.
  • Angelina Jolie: She inpires me, because she makes a lot of movies and she makes me know that I can push myself to do things I've never done. She makes me know that I'm fierce and I can do anything if I just put my head to it.
  • Christina Millian: She inspires me, because she is an serious woman who makes it through life and shows everone that no one and nothing can leave her down and I respect that a lot.
  • Meagan Holder: She inspries me, because she started from the bottom working her way up to the top and does roles that she has trained in and uses all of her skills. She makes me learn how to use my skills in an great way.
  • Poppy Monttgomery: She inspires me, because she dropped out of high school at the age of 14 and traveled from Syndey, Australia all the way to Los Angeles, California to become an actress and she makes me believe that if I try to be something I wan't I can do it at any age as long as I keep on trying.
  • Jonah Hill: He inspires me, because he used to be thick and he always auditioned for an role that makes thick people look and sound funny and he makes me learn that no matter what size you are you can always be funny.
  • Channing Tatum: He inspires me, because he used to be an show guy, and an stripper and he makes me know you can be an actor and still do what you love for fun.
  • Alicia Keys: She inspires me because she writes songs about life and I've been jamming to her music at such an little age and she always reminds me what goes around always comes back around. I always wanted to be Alicia Keys, but she tought me I don't have to be her I just have to learn how everything is.
  • Katy Perry: She inspires me, because  she always wanted to be an singer and she came from an Christian family who puts God first before anything and everything and what she went through with her family is the same thing I went through with my family. She makes me learn how what she is doing God helped her get to the top and all the up's and down's can't stop her.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Melanie's Dream's

Okay! everyone has dreams. When I was little I wanted to become an piano singer. So I took piano and singing classes for 5 years at Mind Builders Creative Art Center and performed every year at Lehman High School. When I was in the 6th grade I wanted to become an singer and an actress. So wen't to Barbizon for acting and became an Barbizon 2009 Acting Graduate. I did so many things at such an little age. I entered myself in competitions and always came out eith 1st  place and or 2nd place. I live my dreams out loud and never let anyone take them away from me. Only you can be you, and I can be me. Almost every month I go out on auditions and help build up my resume. I have an passion for acting, affection for the piano, high energy for performing, and love for singing.